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Half Bitten Chocolate Chip Cookie

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  "Mom! I need more money on my lunch account." First thing my 7 year old son said when I woke him up this AM.  I asked him what has he been getting at lunch and he grinned, "chocolate chip cookie."  I remember back in my high school days, those chocolate chip cookies were so good.  I asked him if they were prepackaged or fresh and he said fresh.  Then I jokingly said, bring me one home please. I went to pick him up after school and he gave me this half bitten chocolate chip cookie. If you were to know my son, he has a very strong personality.  So strong, it veers other kids away.  He is also very outgoing and will walk up to any kids and try to talk to them.  But most days when I pick him up, we walk home very broken hearted.  I can see in his eyes whether he had good days or bad days.  He is so desperate to fit in but he is not sure how to.  I can see why other kids would steer away from him and I pray to God everyday for a friend...

March 12, 2012.

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Dear Lord Why do I feel so blue? Love, Me. March 12, 2012. 10 years later. I have been having a lot of questions about my life lately and I was starting to lose faith in how things have been going in my life.  I could feel myself starting to veer away from God - one of my biggest fears.  For some reason, I have been thinking a lot about starting a blog in hopes of having people relate to me.  I realized that after following a lot of influencers and all of them just seemed so happy.  So carefree.  Full of joys.  Full of life.  None of that was helping me, none of those were giving me answers.  None that I could even relate. Tonight, I started to start a blog.  I tried with Wix.com.  It wasn't exactly what I needed.  So I googled blogs and it brought me to this website.  It prompted for a gmail account.  I entered my email.  It brought me into my old account - my old blog that I forgot I had started 10 years ago.  ...